idk

ok so i have alot going on in my life right now im going through a divorce and in the process of that ive meet a very important girl to my life. no matter what she makes me who i am. in the past ive been burned by so many different girls and its just so hard for me to trust and i take it out on her im not an asshole or a straight up dick its just she works alot and i have a hard time going with the flow of that idk why i ask my self everyday of why i dont trust and i can seem to find an answer she hasnt done anything for me not to trust her idk all i know is that when im with her its like the world stops and im myself ive never felt like this towards any other girl/woman. my marraige was a complete mess up. hell i didnt even propose to her i came home from leave and next thing i knew i was standing on the alter. ok so the new girl of my life ive really fallin in love with her and im head over heels for her shes all i think about 24-7. well im gonna end this and continue to ask my self why dont i trust her maybe im just f**ked up idk but i do know that i love this girl like ive never loved before and ive never felt the love with another person like i do when im with her